To be honest...

To be honest I'm not ok, I've haven't been ok in months but all together I have been me in years. I know I need help but deep down I'm scared, and that's hard cause I'm not scared of anything either. I tell people I'm ok cause I'm good at hiding how...

Sometimes it just wasn't meant to be

Sometimes its just wasn't meant to be and things happen for a reason. No matter how much it hurts or bothers me but at the end of day I'll still have a place for u in my heart ❤️ Cause sometimes it may take longer than 4 years for it to be meant to be.

i love u

They say you only fall in love once, but that can't be true ... Every time I look at you, I fall in love all over again

Feelings

Having sleepless nights, having bad migraines, back and body pains, moments where I don't think I can do it anymore but I'm still trying to hold on cause of one person that I feel sane and calm when I think about her cause she made me and when I still...

Everything

ive been emotional and physically depressed and damaged for 10 years. Basically 10 years this November I'm grandpa died. I was 3 months into my job and I found out my grandpa was in and out of the hospital and things were only getting worse. I found...

It's been awhile

Been awhile since I even blogged on here. Just haven't had anything really to blog about tbh. I get up go to work come home shower browse thru the Internet then go to bed and repeat again the next day. It's nothing exciting or enteraining at all...

Have a crush

so I have this crush on this girl at work and I recently just found out that she's 18 every time I try to ask her if she has a bf and ask her for her number I choke and the words never come out and I barely see her at work cause when I get to work...